Yesterday night i totally cant sleep at all cause my brain always thinking of the thing. The thing is is i can find a job in singapore or not? I always tinking how to get a job? i so bother is i can be successfull when in the inteview. I already start to scared what question the person ask me? and how to answer all the question. Is i can answer all the question very well de? why i cant stop thinking for it leh....??? i so scare, nervous, curious and worry will unqualified or else.....really so much thing to worries.... like how to go interview, how the accomodation, enough money to spend or not de......some friend ask me dun scared lah everything will be ok when at there. Actually i have tell myself if after three week still won't find a job, will go be a sales girls 1st loh....but still thinking.....  

I'm so scared if i cant find a lovely, nicely, suitable, comfortable and reasonable salary for me de. actually i really hope june come faster de....cause i so nervous is i qualified to working in singapore de. Singapore is a nice place and so clean but i go there the main reason is i hope i can change my life to become fun and wonderfull. Also can make new friend, new collegue and maybe have new knowledge. New enviroment can give new experiance how am i really be.

I know i really so dengerous now get no job in singapore de. I so happy i have so many friend to support me to go. I have them supporting that will give me enegry and power loh...

Tell u the true actually i so afaird many thing especially the interview. My mind have give up when think about the interview thing. I scare i lost de....so i want to put down the thinking of go working in singapore. Hopefully i won't give up the time is came on me. If not my sis go there i won't have courage to resign. And also because when i think if i have new enviroment everything will change. No need to stay here liao....here not not bad de... just feel so lonely de loh. For my current company i is happy de, but just not enough to fullfill my current life loh.

I always thinking when i in singapore i have new friend so can chit chat, have fun and so on....like can go BBQ just like tat day de.....In singapore no need know driving caz have MRT mah....go anywhere also can....go swimming, play badminton, shopping, do facial and go 'yam cha' with friend oh....Here ar...i cant go anywhere cause i scare to drive so jus can stay at home only. Hope my dream can come true....i dun want my life when in singapore also same in here de. Wish my destiny will change, totally change after all.....

I'm so weird when i know company already received my resign letter i feel sad i have a little 不舍得oh....why? maybe is because i been there already 5 years. The life in MIECO is happy more than sad.