Yesterday night i totally cant sleep at all cause my brain always thinking of the thing. The thing is is i can find a job in singapore or not? I always tinking how to get a job? i so bother is i can be successfull when in the inteview. I already start to scared what question the person ask me? and how to answer all the question. Is i can answer all the question very well de? why i cant stop thinking for it leh....??? i so scare, nervous, curious and worry will unqualified or else.....really so much thing to worries.... like how to go interview, how the accomodation, enough money to spend or not de......some friend ask me dun scared lah everything will be ok when at there. Actually i have tell myself if after three week still won't find a job, will go be a sales girls 1st loh....but still thinking.....  

I'm so scared if i cant find a lovely, nicely, suitable, comfortable and reasonable salary for me de. actually i really hope june come faster de....cause i so nervous is i qualified to working in singapore de. Singapore is a nice place and so clean but i go there the main reason is i hope i can change my life to become fun and wonderfull. Also can make new friend, new collegue and maybe have new knowledge. New enviroment can give new experiance how am i really be.

I know i really so dengerous now get no job in singapore de. I so happy i have so many friend to support me to go. I have them supporting that will give me enegry and power loh...

Tell u the true actually i so afaird many thing especially the interview. My mind have give up when think about the interview thing. I scare i lost de....so i want to put down the thinking of go working in singapore. Hopefully i won't give up the time is came on me. If not my sis go there i won't have courage to resign. And also because when i think if i have new enviroment everything will change. No need to stay here liao....here not not bad de... just feel so lonely de loh. For my current company i is happy de, but just not enough to fullfill my current life loh.

I always thinking when i in singapore i have new friend so can chit chat, have fun and so on....like can go BBQ just like tat day de.....In singapore no need know driving caz have MRT mah....go anywhere also can....go swimming, play badminton, shopping, do facial and go 'yam cha' with friend oh....Here ar...i cant go anywhere cause i scare to drive so jus can stay at home only. Hope my dream can come true....i dun want my life when in singapore also same in here de. Wish my destiny will change, totally change after all.....

I'm so weird when i know company already received my resign letter i feel sad i have a little 不舍得oh....why? maybe is because i been there already 5 years. The life in MIECO is happy more than sad.

你是我的朋友吗？You are my friend?
你將了解。。。are you know me...

现在几点 now is: 2008年3月8日，9.35pm

我的全名 my Name：黎晓慧 Stella Lai sheauhuey

我现在正在听谁的歌 What song i listen now：没有听歌，是在看戏。。。no listen any song, just seeing drama now....

我在哪里读书(工作) Where am i study & working：Study in Olympia college 在Olympia college, 在MIECO CHIPBOARD BERHAD working in MIECO CHIPBOARD BERHAD

我最后吃的一样东西是什么 what food i last time eating：没有最后的。。。no last time food...

现在天气如何 how the weather now：只是知道外面是天黑黑，不知道天气如何，因为我在家里面。I dun know the weather at outside, caz i just stay at home.

戴隱形眼镜吗 do i have wear lens：有 have

我家养过什么 do i have ：不喜欢动物，我很怕动物 i dun like pet, i  scare animal

星座：狮子座 Leo

眼珠颜色 My eye colour：褐黑色 Chocolate Black

耳朵有几个耳洞：左右一个

有刺青吗：没有,怕痛

喜欢我目前的生活吗 do i love my present 's life：还可以也很满意,但是还是有点希望能去别的地方。。。actually still ok lah....but very want go other place to have a new life...(haha...that i already make dream become true)

出生地 place of brith：关丹 Kuantan

目前居住地 present address：在家 Home

喝过酒吗 do i drink alcohol before：有啦 have

觉得自己花心吗 do i ：有一点点的 have a littre

曾经出过车祸吗 do u ever have accident：暂时还没有 present no (touch wood)...

暗恋过人吗 ：当然有啦 sure have loh....

不敢跟人告白吗：有那么一点点，但是后来却告白了！！但是都没有好下场的！

喜欢吃啥么东西 What u like to eat：都喜欢 many food i like....

喜欢喝什么 What do u like to drink：都喜欢 all i like

最喜欢的颜色 What colour u like：都喜欢 all i like

喜欢的数字 What number u like：都喜欢 all i like

喜欢看哪一种的电影：都喜欢看。。。恐怖、灵异虽然是很怕看啦！不过还是会想看。。。

最喜欢的卡通人物或品牌：Bleach（超好看哦！）还有柯南和金田一

最怀念的日子：旅行和去玩

最伤心的日子：一时想不起了

最开心的事：就是旅行和玩

喜欢的花：太阳花，非洲菊

最怕遇到的人：害我的人，小气的人，容易生气的人。。。

喜欢的运动 What ：游泳 swimming，打羽球 badminton

喜欢的冰淇淋种纇：都喜欢

最怕什么东西：鬼 ghost，自己吓自己

喜欢看的电视台：没有

如果有来世，你最想当：艺人

討厌做的事：被人出卖，被人骗，被人讨厌

擅长的事：睡觉 slepping

上次上医院是什么时候：不记得了

以后想做什么职业：少奶奶 no need working but still have so much money to spend...

你觉得自己十年后会在哪里：在。。。不知道

无聊的时候你大多做些什么：上网 online，睡觉 sleep，看戏 see movie

世上最恼人的事情：“钱”money$$$

全世界最好的事：世界和平

目前有男(女)友吗 Nowaday do i have boyfriend：没有 no loh...

没把握的事情態度如何：很难受

如果有人误会你，你会：解释

如果有人误会你，又不听你的解释：不理他

有想过要怎么对付你討厌的人吗：没有

你认为你的另一半帮你付钱是理所当然的吗：不是

你猜谁会最先回这封信：跟我一样，无聊的闲人

你寄这封邮件的谁最不可能回覆：不把我放在眼里的人

现在心里最想念的人是谁 Nowadays have i miss someone：有 have，黄宗泽 Bosco wong

要几岁结婚 when u want to maried：不可能要就能几时 OMG can't thinking to much de loh...

依你心里滴觉得重要度先后排列(现在)：家庭 family，事业 career，朋友 friends，爱情 love

今天心情好吗 How ur feel today：好啊 good...

有想过要自杀吗 do u have ever thing to kill yourself：有 have，但是不敢 but i no  

希望谁回信：他和她

现在几点了：11.08PM

MY birthday date 12nd August, so what does my birthday mean...

After see this, i so surprise because it is so

April to July

 and is nothing happen in April to July. if have anything happen also forgot liao lo.....

August

August is a very happy month for the whole year 2007. why??? August is my brithday month. Actually Brithday no need feel so happy but this year not same, i go to travelling oh....heeeee....i go to Bangkok and Kohsamui island, not by fight is by STAR CRUISE VIRGO oh....i'm very remember the date i go is 12 August 2007 until 18 August 2007 de. So excited can go travel on my brithday 's month.  

OMG....So big ar.....Inside the STAR CRUISE so nice and fun. It have 13th flooth. It been a VIP feeling when during the six day five night in the Star Cruise loh....also can go shopping in Bangkok, have a fun sight-seeing breach in Kohsamui island. Nothing need to complain when during beautiful time in STAR CRUISE de.....especially the time of eating de....i always eat so many food de.

 no unhappy thing to happen lor....Cause memories in star cruise can make me feeling happy more than two month lor....hahaha...actually not leh....untill now i also still so happy de....i hope can go again if have time.

September

Have a funny thing happen to me when play bowling on the 1st of September. The 1st game i not bad have more than 80 points. but in the 2nd game is really poor oh....jus have 19 point only....hahaha...although so poor just have 19 point but i still get a meal....why? Cause my friend say if i take less than 20 point he treat me a meal lor....hahahha....so nice.

another happy thing is 1st time go to see concert lor. What concert i see?? It is JACKY CHEUNG's concert oh....The concert is so nice although i sit very far aways from the stage de, Jacky 's voice is so attractive me de...actually oh when i go out from the stadium, i get some idea if no money to buy ticket or the ticket sold out, i prefer we can jus listen the music at outside oh....there really nice caz have natural air and sitting place lor.... hehe...

October to November

 This two month so sad....cause i give a friend to fool me. I don't understand why he do it to me. Maybe he just think we are friend only..no..is not maybe is really just friend....just me love at one side de....sigh...

December

sadness months is over now this month become happy  month liao...haha....caz i can go to see another concert lor....is my lovely group SHE oh.... i have take photo in the concert before back home.

The concert is already finished, but memories for not yet gone oh....wish can see them SHE's concert again de.

The Year 2007 gone just like the SHE's concert de....but the memories still stay in my mine but the unhappy thing i throw always liao de..... so that what i write is happy thing more than the sad thing de. Heeheee....not because i no happy thing happen in my life, just faster forgot all the unhappy thing liao....

haha....so glab....finally finish write down the <<Review my past YEAR 2007...@part two>> loh...haha....

Yesterday night after see my friend's blog i told myself i'm also want to write down what i have done on the past 2007, actually is already too late is it??? hehehe....

January

Happiness: meet new friend....expecially I meet a handsome boy....he is so handsome oh....he is a band from Thailand so he is a singer in his group de. Sorry... i not remember his name de. I got take many photo with him oh. Meeting him my life suddenly become so nice. I really attack by his voice. i'm very love his singing....expecially he sing the song of better man that is so good memories. Maybe u don't think he is handsome guy.....haha....

Sadness: can't recognised back got any sad thing de.....caz CNY just around the corner.

February

 Chinese New year. Went to KL with friend on thirth day of CNY. So nice went KL in the CNY caz no traffic jam when we went anywhere we want to go, but still have one place is people mountain people sea loh....that is 'eye of malaysia' loh, we just take photo only...sighz,the people really too much caz we no change to take a queue. We also have go GENTING when on the way back home. Wah.. sighz GENTING really very full de....so many many people and car, many car is park at road side de....at the skyway already full parking, the people need to park to faraway from the skyway...so pity they need to walk a long way, i see have one auty complain with her husband why park here caz need to walk de....so for us sure need to take around one hour to find a parking de....lucky at last can find a parking oh if not need to go off loh.

This Year very happy caz my company closing dateline is already past so i can take one whole week of leave go for holidays. But already see year 2008 calender when is CNY on 2008...too bad it is fall on the closing dateline.

 Can't feel if sit on the 'eye of malaysia'.......and another sad thing is i do a mistake i so sorry why i complaian about my friend de...  but i guess that friend already spread out le mah??? but think deeply maybe no at all. if u don't believe her what i still tell her de??? maybe i got no friend to tell them my feelling....i think so.

March

OMG. I can imagine that i really can travel to MACAU and ZhuHai,CHINA. that really happen in my life oh....this is my 2nd time travel to oversea....last time is go to BALI,INDONESIA. This trip is very nice trip de....i still want to go again caz some place not much time to go de.

so regret don't have buy the cloth which i very like de...why??? caz for the cloth is expensive but now i still so unforgotable that my lovely cloth de..... 

just writing untill March 1st caz need to sleep now very late liao tomorrow continuous.....good night